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Thursday, October 20, 2011

All about week 2 of blessed Oct.


A hot nice tea before sleep is my habit recently. It is kind of fruit tea that from 
✿✿✿ Cameron High Land.✿✿✿
today choices >>> Exotic
One of the favor - mango plus pineapple
Next I gonna try ... strawberry plus kiwi... it must taste good =)


Recently I was seriously addicted in Running Man. It’s a Korea entertainment programme.
By the way watching the programme, I found that I had been long long time forgot how to laugh  and laugh loudly...  I like laughing, I like smiling, I like the happy moment in every single day. It is so sweet that warming my heart, relaxing my mind, releasing my tiredness .. 
btw I am seriously very noisy when watching running man  > < 
Just be myself, yea I am the crazy and noisy BerNice =D

 This was my 1st try on lighting capture with Nikon 3100 by using tripod on last semester. 
It look nice right...hmmm ^^


Last week I played lots sport… I thought I was super girl.lol… after marathon run, badminton, squash, jogging, futsal, basketball… hmm… I missed up ping pong~ ==’’ What’s wrong to me and so active in sport suddenly? Hmm… Actually I just like the feeling of sweating during sport~ Last semester cause of lacking time I seldom go for sport, this semester I must used my free time to do whatever I want to. BUT~ I can’t play over lar… muscle so pain leh this few days...isk.   

I felt stress so hardly. Trying to run away from those problems. But I was failed after pretending so long… Fail doesn't sound bad somehow..At-least in the end I get to find my way by the way of standing up, 
sometime release out is better than keep it.. perhaps...
thanks God and all the angel around me =)
one of my sweetie - Pc, told me : 
“no worries, 就像你在赛跑这个是一个栏杆跨越它就没事了放大放远来看只是一小部分的事.’’

sometime I am just too emotional and over care/worry *people so call it as think too much* on certain thing which also can known as "degil" in malay.. I also realize that when you're getting mad you seriously can't control yourself and think critically.. So let's count from 1 to 30 when you're fail to control your anger or felt suck.. It's might work if you seriously concentrate on counting. listen to my favor song is another way for relaxing my mind. or you might watch RUNNING MAN ^^ haha..
people always say...
心小了,小事就大了;心大了,大事都小了
大其心,容天下之物;虚其心,爱天下之善;平其心,论天下之事;定其心,应天下之变

Self-loving capture before sleep.. Haha..
seem like back to secondary school time.. damn "self-loved"

During weekend I watched two movie, both is about love.. 夏日乐悠悠 and 白蛇传.
❤ L-O-V-E 
what is love, can it long lasting as the princess and prince story ? how about when the feels of love been changed, bored and go bad or can say as it must go bad at the end.. what to do for this...
In the world, no matter what classes, what status, what races, what level of human..
we love and we need love

sometime we are giving love an image that we doesn't realize.. The image that we create to full fill our desire in heart that was not realistic.. We doesn't love the people or thing, but we love the image of the people or thing that through out our imagination.. As when a gal suddenly fall to a guy that who playing piano on the stage, cause of the talent cause of the situation cause of the "image" we assume or imagine in our mind.. We thought the guy must be very gentle, cool, cute or whatever. But we don't even know actually the guy was a raper, and when we get to realize the truth "behind the scene" we will go crazy or even sad like the world gonna end soon. perhaps... so remember refresh our mind as we refresh we computer when we gonna make some important decision or when our brain stucking as when the virus lagging our computer.. critical thinking... maybe..

And we can always find this when a pair of couple broke up with the reason as "I found that we are not suitable or I was not the one you want or I can't give what you want" 
So are you actually know what is LOVE??  LOL...
therefore, people always say love is blind?? including me... 
In a sense, maybe you might say all the fault of MK SSH Syndrome 
(a kind of hormone that control our brain in feeling)
F the rest... but it seriously depend on -YOU-

yea.. sometime love in relationship not really must be so reasonable or critically, 
sometime love can be unusual, or even lost control with craziness, 
but please be responsible toward the consequence of your choices.. 


Noble words for me in this two weeks
人之所以痛苦那是因为一直追求着错误的东西。
独立坚强。放下执着。忘掉过去。相信未来。
and SmILe =D

★ - End -  



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